Tuesday, November 29, 2016

Cukup!

Cukuplah!
Aku tau permainanmu...
Andai diri itu tidak menyedari, sedarlah!
Jangan hingga aku meninggi suara,
tanpa sekelumit hormat padamu...
Apabila hikpokritmu memualkan,
Perubahan sikapmu yang berubah-ubah,
Bagai ribut taufan yang tidak menentu,
Tanpa ampun maaf, ego mu, pasifmu,
CUKUP!!

Aku sudah jemu,
diperlakukan seperti patung, dipergunakan, dibuang kemudiannya,
Mencariku bila perlu,

Sudah! Hentikan lakonanmu..
Aku tahu, kau tidak ikhlas,
Aku takkan tertipu lagi...

Cukuplah, aku sudah muak....

Wednesday, January 27, 2016

Evergreen song- still the best...


Sukiyaki - 4 P.M
It's all because of you, I'm feeling sad and blue
You went away, now my life is just a rainy day
And I love you so, how much you'll never know
You've gone away and left me lonely
Untouchable memories, seem to keep haunting me
Of a love so true
That it once turned all my gray skies blue
But you disappeared
Now my eyes are filled with tears
And I'm wishing you were here with me
Soaked with love are my thoughts of you
Now that you're gone, I just don't know what to do
If only you were here
You'd wash away my tears
The sun would shine and once again
You'd be mine all mine
But in reality, you and I will never be
'Cause you took your love away from me
Girl, I don't know what I did
To make you leave me but what I do know
Is that since you've been gone
There's such an emptiness inside
I'm wishing you'd come back to me
If only you were here
You'd wash away my tears
The sun would shine and once again
You'd be mine all mine
But in reality, you and I will never be
'Cause you took your love away from me
Oh, baby, you took your love away from me


Songwriters -NAKAMURA, HACHIDAI/EI, ROKUSUKE
Published by -Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC

Its have been a long time...

Wow, so long... haven't open this page...
since last august... well, since being a very busy teacher.. its really does damper some of the work i like to make... no matter.. i still like blogging, so i still want to keep up with it...

Friday, May 8, 2015

just random

Hot, humid, emptiness 
The hollowness..
its breaking, feelings suffocated,
Surrounded by darkness,
dizziness and confusion
plaguing the mind,
tearing apart the believe,
weak, helpless...

screaming, shouting, crying,
darkness engulf slowly...

now.. dead silent,
not  a sound,
just a mute emptiness...

Monday, December 1, 2014

Jamie Scott - Unbreakable (Lyric Video)



She finds it hard to trust someone,
She's heard the words cause they've all been sung.
She's the girl in the corner,
She's the girl nobody loved.
But I can't, I can't, can't stop thinking about you everyday,
And you can't, you can't,
you can't listen to what people say.
They don't know you baby,
Don't know that you're amazing,
But I'm here to stay.
When you lose your way and the fight is gone,
Your heart starts to break
And you need someone around now.
Just close your eyes while I put my arms above you,
And make you unbreakable.
She stands in the rain, just to hide it all.
If you ever turn around,
I won't let you fall down now.
I swear I'll find your smile,
And put my arms above you,
And make you unbreakable.
I'll make you unbreakable.
Cause she's the girl that I never had,
She's the heart that I wanted bad.
The song I heard on the radio
That made me stop and think of her.
And I can't, I can't, I can't concentrate anymore.
And I need, I need,
Need to show her what her heart is for,
It's been mistreated badly,
Now her world has started falling apart,
Falling apart.
When you lose your way and the fight is gone,
Your heart starts to break
And you need someone around now.
Just close your eyes while I put my arms above you,
And make you unbreakable.
She stands in the rain, just to hide it all.
If you ever turn around,
I won't let you fall down now.
I swear I'll find your smile,
And put my arms above you,
And make you unbreakable.
You need to know that somebody's there all the time,
I'd wait in line, and I hope It's yours.
Can't walk away 'til your heart knows,
That it's beautiful.
Oh, I hope it knows, It's beautiful.
When you lose your way and the fight is gone,
Your heart starts to break
And you need someone around now.
Just close your eyes while I put my arms above you
And make you unbreakable.
She stands in the rain, just to hide it all.
If you ever turn around,
I won't let you fall down now.
I swear I'll find your smile,
And put my arms above you,
And make you unbreakable.
Cause I love, I love, I love, I love you darling.
Yes I love, I love, I love, I love you darling.
And I'll put my arms around you,
And make you unbreakable.

Tuesday, January 14, 2014

Passenger - Let Her Go


Well you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you’re missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go
And you let her go

Staring at the bottom of your glass
Hoping one day you'll make a dream last
But dreams come slow and they go so fast

You see her when you close your eyes
Maybe one day you'll understand why
Everything you touch surely dies

But you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go

Staring at the ceiling in the dark
Same old empty feeling in your heart
'Cause love comes slow and it goes so fast

Well you see her when you fall asleep
But never to touch and never to keep
'Cause you loved her too much
And you dived too deep

Well you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go

And you let her go (oh, oh, ooh, oh no)
And you let her go (oh, oh, ooh, oh no)
Will you let her go?

'Cause you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go

'Cause you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go

And you let her go

Wednesday, October 9, 2013

Kuching Waterfront...

Just a view of Kuching Sarawak Waterfront








Pretending...

sitting there silently..
watching, observing..
pretending like nothing happen...

smiling a fake smile,
hypocrite is a life..
faking while bleeding inside..
tired of this life...

no honesty,
only lies..
cheating...
thinking u r better than other..
unaware of hatred around you...

the darkness inside will consume you,
slowly you bleed out,
until loneliness swallow you,
until nothing can save you...

nowhere to turn,
don't know what to do..
clueless...
regretting
but its already too late...