Alice by Avril Lavigne

Tripping out
Spinning around
I'm underground, I fell down
I fell down

I'm freaking out
So where am I now?
Upside down
And I can't stop it now
It can't stop me now

I, I'll get by
I, I'll survive
When the world's crashing down
When I fall and hit the ground
I will turn myself around
Don't you try to stop it?
I, I won't cry

I found myself in Wonderland
Get back on my feet again
Is this real?
Is this pretended?
I'll take a stand until the end

I, I'll get by
I, I'll survive
When the world's crashing down
When I'm falling hit the ground
I'll just turn myself around
Don't you try to stop me
I won't cry
I, I'll get by
I, I'll survive
When the world's crashing down
When I fall and hit the ground
I will turn myself around
Don't you try to stop me
I, I won't cry

p.s. i like this song....

FEELING...

Feeling,

the heart, the soul,

lost within the world,

cannot be found,

lost in a mist,

feeling,

can be a cure,

can be a poison,

depends on how it behave,

the heart ache,

aching so deep it hurt,

the old wound,

open and rip apart,

by just one word,

the soul is not a soul,

lost half of it,

lost with heart,

being plunged by knife,

scarily gruesome,

mind feel disturbed,

feeling sorrow,

need help,

but who? what? can help me?

i'm in pain..

plez help me...

Sabar

SABAR

sabar itu ada hadnya,

sabar itu satu kemestian,

tapi...

sabar akan menipis,

apabila hati panas membara.

Sabar,

hanya pada yang berhak,

sabar,

ada naik dan turun,

jika tinggi,

lamalah masanya,

jika rendah,

hilanglah pertimbangan.

sabarku,

sudah menhilang...

sudah tidak berharga,

sabarku,

dibuang bagaikan sampah...

sabarku sudah tiada,

hanya amarah dan kecewa

bertakhta di hati,

apakah yang patut ku lakukan?

PuAsA

Puasa...
puasa itu satu nikmat..
puasa itu satu berkat..
tapi hanya pada orang yang sabar..

puasa...
satu penyeksaan..
satu keletihan..
tapi hanya pada orang yang tak sabar..

puasa..
menyihatkan badan...
memberi faedah...
mengawal nafsu..

puasa...
satu keberkatan....

Kenapa?

Ku tertanya-tanya..

kenapa?

kenapa dia buat begini?

ku keliru...

dia yang ku kenal...

berbeza siang dan malam...

ku geram,

dia buat begini..

dia tak suka..

tapi dia buat juga..

kenapa?

dia suka ke?

dia minat ke?

tapi dia kata dia tak suka...

huh,

lelaki...

semua sama...

tak boleh dipercayai...

cakap lain buat lain...

aku sebagai rakannya...

aku hanya mampu menggeleng....

TIREDNESS.....

Tiredness…
Why I do feel so weak?
I can’t walk right,
Can’t think right,
I even can’t study right….

What is happening to me?
Something I drink?
Something I eat?
I wonder…

Tiredness…
Draining my happiness…
Make me a ghost..
With pale dull face…

Tiredness…
Go away!
I don’t want you…
Go far away from me…
You make my life miserable…

Duniaku, Perasaanku...

tika ku rasa duniaku berputar,

aku rasakan hidup ini tidak adil,

sanubariku kuat memberontak,

mindaku semakin diracuni,

apa yg telah berlaku?

knpa aku berasa gundah?

adakah hidup ini sememangnya begini?

adakah hidup ini sememangnya ketentuan?

aku tidak mengerti,

mindaku...

hatiku...

semakin kabur

semakin gundah

semakin keliru,

yang mana betul

yang mana salah?

kulihat tiada perbezaan...

knapa?

apa yg patut ku buat,

ya tuhan..

kepada Mu ku berserah kesemuanya...

be your ownself,

dont follow others, 

be your ownself,

so you can live your live happily,

be your ownself,

dont fake it,

your life not worth it...

people keep on saying,

same thing over and over,

but still people keep on doing the same mistake,

why? why?

is the heart cannot decide?

is the mind too stupid to think,
we becomes sarcastic,

we become hypocrites.

why?

why this happening??

is it too much to ask?

is it too much to follow?

is it too much to be ourself,

then tell me,

what are the reason we are alive??