Sabar

SABAR

sabar itu ada hadnya,

sabar itu satu kemestian,

tapi...

sabar akan menipis,

apabila hati panas membara.

Sabar,

hanya pada yang berhak,

sabar,

ada naik dan turun,

jika tinggi,

lamalah masanya,

jika rendah,

hilanglah pertimbangan.

sabarku,

sudah menhilang...

sudah tidak berharga,

sabarku,

dibuang bagaikan sampah...

sabarku sudah tiada,

hanya amarah dan kecewa

bertakhta di hati,

apakah yang patut ku lakukan?

PuAsA

Puasa...
puasa itu satu nikmat..
puasa itu satu berkat..
tapi hanya pada orang yang sabar..

puasa...
satu penyeksaan..
satu keletihan..
tapi hanya pada orang yang tak sabar..

puasa..
menyihatkan badan...
memberi faedah...
mengawal nafsu..

puasa...
satu keberkatan....

Kenapa?

Ku tertanya-tanya..

kenapa?

kenapa dia buat begini?

ku keliru...

dia yang ku kenal...

berbeza siang dan malam...

ku geram,

dia buat begini..

dia tak suka..

tapi dia buat juga..

kenapa?

dia suka ke?

dia minat ke?

tapi dia kata dia tak suka...

huh,

lelaki...

semua sama...

tak boleh dipercayai...

cakap lain buat lain...

aku sebagai rakannya...

aku hanya mampu menggeleng....

TIREDNESS.....

Tiredness…
Why I do feel so weak?
I can’t walk right,
Can’t think right,
I even can’t study right….

What is happening to me?
Something I drink?
Something I eat?
I wonder…

Tiredness…
Draining my happiness…
Make me a ghost..
With pale dull face…

Tiredness…
Go away!
I don’t want you…
Go far away from me…
You make my life miserable…

Duniaku, Perasaanku...

tika ku rasa duniaku berputar,

aku rasakan hidup ini tidak adil,

sanubariku kuat memberontak,

mindaku semakin diracuni,

apa yg telah berlaku?

knpa aku berasa gundah?

adakah hidup ini sememangnya begini?

adakah hidup ini sememangnya ketentuan?

aku tidak mengerti,

mindaku...

hatiku...

semakin kabur

semakin gundah

semakin keliru,

yang mana betul

yang mana salah?

kulihat tiada perbezaan...

knapa?

apa yg patut ku buat,

ya tuhan..

kepada Mu ku berserah kesemuanya...

be your ownself,

dont follow others, 

be your ownself,

so you can live your live happily,

be your ownself,

dont fake it,

your life not worth it...

people keep on saying,

same thing over and over,

but still people keep on doing the same mistake,

why? why?

is the heart cannot decide?

is the mind too stupid to think,
we becomes sarcastic,

we become hypocrites.

why?

why this happening??

is it too much to ask?

is it too much to follow?

is it too much to be ourself,

then tell me,

what are the reason we are alive??

Will I be Able To Return....

tell me,

am i a good person?

i bet you will say no.

i wonder why...

is it because of that?

i know...

i already lost my way of life,

i'm once a happy and good child,

but now...

Look at me!

What is happening to me?

is this because of that thing?

that white and pure looking powder,

that thing give me so much fun,

i crave for more and more,

such a bright life this young girl have,

now she look so gloomy and weak,

no more cheerful laugh, no more pretty smile,

all that left is just a hollow body with no feeling at all,

will she be able to come back from that hell?

i'm losing my mind,

slowly, i'm losing my senses,

my memories fading,

my body shaking so much,

suddenly feeling alone,

wandering aimlessly,

hoping for some light that could lit my life back,

hoping for someone,

some that will take my hand,

and save me from this darkness....

What Is IT?

What is it?

what is it that make us change our view?

what is it that we see differently than other people?

what is it with the world that some people hate it so much?

What is it with the people, they intend to kill each other?

What is it with the politic, never have enough making their people suffered?

What is wrong with this world??

All of this is just wrong in the eye of people who look the world in other way...

feeling bored by all this stupid things....

never feel happy enough with all that happen...

wonder when all of the people will realise this?