the darkness

the water dripping
the sound echoing
disturbing the calmness
creating noises..
interrupting the peaceful
into savages mind....
the darkness nearing
the light dying...
no more left..
nothingness is absolute...

Its A Wonder

sometimes its a wonder,
of the black emptiness
that always crept in slowly
never disappear no matter how,
no matter when,
always there, 
sticking... like parasite, 

its a wonder,
no matter how you appreciate it,
always there, feeling so lifeless,
no matter positive you are,
always there, feeling amiss...

its a wonder,
when you think its the right choice,
even its hurt the other one, 
the guilty is not there,
but... 
the burden of feeling,
lift up and make you more happier...

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bunyi desir kipas,

berdengung kearahku,

kesunyian kian menhilang,

riuh suara kedengaran,

sinar dari mata yang menyapa,

tiada rasa kebingungan,

hanya girang hati silaturahim,

menyapa diri yang pulang.

Without You - Sami Yusuf

Softly you called to me
Across the space between
Across eternity
Where love winds a path unseen

Out of the wilderness
You beckoned my every step
I stumbled sometimes and yet
I never once looked back

‘Cos I would see
The man I know I used to be
How I was lost before you reached for me
No I don’t know
Where I would go
What I would do

Without You
Without You
Without You

Like a heart between beats
I would feel nothing you see
If you took your love from me
I don’t know what more would life mean?

Perubahan

rebah menyembah tanah,

darah merah menitik bak sungai,

rintihan melolong sayup-sayup,

memanggil membawa kepedihan,

kaki mencari semangat,

tapak mula diatur,

rintihan tidak diendahkan,

jiwa mula sekeras batu

PERSAHABATAN YANG HILANG

Kejernihan hati yang dicari,

hilang dalam kelam malam,

secebis persahabatan berkecai

direnjam sembilu kepuraan,

ketenangan yang dicari

ditelan api kemarahan,

membangkit keresahan,

mengamit kebencian,

pedoman yang diberi

dibuang seperti sampah,

kegelapan hati mula bertompok

mengalirkan darah keseksaan,

memecahkan tembok kepercayaan,

jeritan pilu lenyap dalam esakan,

rohani hanya tinggal jasad,

hilang keyakinan dalam nurani,

berundur dari kesakitan,

mencari sinar baru,

meninggalkan api durjana,

memndang sinar baru......

DEMI PERSAHABATAN YANG HILANG...

my life, my soul

My Soul bleed,
but i hide it inside,
My life's a mess,
but i still hold on,
My tear shed,
but my lips keep on smiling.

My heart bein torn,
shredded into pieces,
crush without mercy,
until nothing left anymore.

the soul is fading,
the eyes are dull,
nearly empty inside,
being lose in sadness.

trying to mend my heart,
trying to glue it together,
but keep on bleeding,
keep on ching with pain,
mo matter how much i try.

so lifeless,
so lonely,
only tears keep on coming,
only sadness becoming friends...

this is my life,
but not i who own it....

when your eyes show sadness, can you see it?

rantai jiwa

rantai membelenggu jiwa,

menyekat perjalanan,

menghentikan langkah,

menyeksa kehidupan diri

rantai kukuh dan pejal

tidak retak tidak longgar,

mengetatkan belitan,

menyukarkan nafas,

mengaburi minda.

di saat sanubari meruntun,

menyerahkan semangat diri,

malap dalam kecewa,
merintih dalam duka,realiti menyentak diri.

cahaya yang menyinari

memanggil diri yang terkurung,

menyentak kebenaran,

menghembus nafas baru,

tidak harus mengalah,

dinding penjara hati harus roboh

harus bebas dari belenggu rantai hitam,

harus mula mengorak langkah,

harus tabah dan kuat,

rantai hitam lebar mula goyah,

minda mula jelas,

senyuman mula terbit,

cahaya semakin mendekati,

kisah lalu harus pergi,

kisah baru harus dikecapi,

sang cetera harus bangkit,
mewujud perjalanan baru,
mewarnai yang lama,
agar hitam tiada di sisi...