Friday, May 8, 2015

just random

Hot, humid, emptiness 
The hollowness..
its breaking, feelings suffocated,
Surrounded by darkness,
dizziness and confusion
plaguing the mind,
tearing apart the believe,
weak, helpless...

screaming, shouting, crying,
darkness engulf slowly...

now.. dead silent,
not  a sound,
just a mute emptiness...

Monday, December 1, 2014

Jamie Scott - Unbreakable (Lyric Video)



She finds it hard to trust someone,
She's heard the words cause they've all been sung.
She's the girl in the corner,
She's the girl nobody loved.
But I can't, I can't, can't stop thinking about you everyday,
And you can't, you can't,
you can't listen to what people say.
They don't know you baby,
Don't know that you're amazing,
But I'm here to stay.
When you lose your way and the fight is gone,
Your heart starts to break
And you need someone around now.
Just close your eyes while I put my arms above you,
And make you unbreakable.
She stands in the rain, just to hide it all.
If you ever turn around,
I won't let you fall down now.
I swear I'll find your smile,
And put my arms above you,
And make you unbreakable.
I'll make you unbreakable.
Cause she's the girl that I never had,
She's the heart that I wanted bad.
The song I heard on the radio
That made me stop and think of her.
And I can't, I can't, I can't concentrate anymore.
And I need, I need,
Need to show her what her heart is for,
It's been mistreated badly,
Now her world has started falling apart,
Falling apart.
When you lose your way and the fight is gone,
Your heart starts to break
And you need someone around now.
Just close your eyes while I put my arms above you,
And make you unbreakable.
She stands in the rain, just to hide it all.
If you ever turn around,
I won't let you fall down now.
I swear I'll find your smile,
And put my arms above you,
And make you unbreakable.
You need to know that somebody's there all the time,
I'd wait in line, and I hope It's yours.
Can't walk away 'til your heart knows,
That it's beautiful.
Oh, I hope it knows, It's beautiful.
When you lose your way and the fight is gone,
Your heart starts to break
And you need someone around now.
Just close your eyes while I put my arms above you
And make you unbreakable.
She stands in the rain, just to hide it all.
If you ever turn around,
I won't let you fall down now.
I swear I'll find your smile,
And put my arms above you,
And make you unbreakable.
Cause I love, I love, I love, I love you darling.
Yes I love, I love, I love, I love you darling.
And I'll put my arms around you,
And make you unbreakable.

Tuesday, January 14, 2014

Passenger - Let Her Go


Well you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you’re missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go
And you let her go

Staring at the bottom of your glass
Hoping one day you'll make a dream last
But dreams come slow and they go so fast

You see her when you close your eyes
Maybe one day you'll understand why
Everything you touch surely dies

But you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go

Staring at the ceiling in the dark
Same old empty feeling in your heart
'Cause love comes slow and it goes so fast

Well you see her when you fall asleep
But never to touch and never to keep
'Cause you loved her too much
And you dived too deep

Well you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go

And you let her go (oh, oh, ooh, oh no)
And you let her go (oh, oh, ooh, oh no)
Will you let her go?

'Cause you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go

'Cause you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go

And you let her go

Wednesday, October 9, 2013

Kuching Waterfront...

Just a view of Kuching Sarawak Waterfront








Pretending...

sitting there silently..
watching, observing..
pretending like nothing happen...

smiling a fake smile,
hypocrite is a life..
faking while bleeding inside..
tired of this life...

no honesty,
only lies..
cheating...
thinking u r better than other..
unaware of hatred around you...

the darkness inside will consume you,
slowly you bleed out,
until loneliness swallow you,
until nothing can save you...

nowhere to turn,
don't know what to do..
clueless...
regretting
but its already too late...

Wednesday, July 10, 2013

like what i do before....

seem like this post a lot of it looks like what i write before.... hmmm...

Tuesday, July 2, 2013

Menjadi seorang guru pendidikan khas (Masalah Pembelajaran)

tahun nie, 12 MAC 2013... tarikh yang pasti diingati.. mana taknya, tarikh tue wajib kena ingat, tarikh melapor diri buat kali pertamanya di sekolah tempat saya akan menjadi seorang guru... hehehehe...

berjumpa dengan PPD, berjumpa dengan GB.. settlekan KWSP... banyak kerja kena buat dulu.. tapi kalo ikutkan rasa... gembira sebab x yah menganggur dah.. oh yeah.. gembira rasa hati!

berjumpa esok harinya dengan guru dan PPM serta murid-murid PPKI, saya yang mulanya kekok merasa gembira kerana mereka semua cool2 dan happy go lucky ja.. sedap duduk sini.. hahaha...

1 Julai 2013, TARIKH NIE PUN HEBAT GAK..
tarikh ini menandakan bahawa semua guru interim (termasuk saya), status interim DC41 telah diubah menjadi PPPG DG41.. semua syok dan enjoy ja dapat tukar status... diharapkan bakal apa yang dihadapi dapat dihadapi dengan sabar..

Life is a journey... go through with it, bad and good, experience it.. and u gain what u may need...

Friday, November 23, 2012

untitled 5..

the sweet,
the bad,
the funniest,
the best,
memories are unpredictable,
some are buried deep,
some always repeating,
some cause tears to fall,
some just triggering anger...

unpredictable..
always appearing..