Dark

the air is silent,

but not quiet,

the night sky look very dark,

cold air blowing upon my skin,

raining is coming soon

light are on in every house,

but its dark here on my floor,

silent dark, creepy perhaps,

looking from left to right,

no ones is around

silence feel in every corner

i look upon the sky again,

how i wish that moon will appear

so this place will not be so dark and creepy,

moon, please come out...

Pandangan Mata ini....

Anak mata yang bulat melihat keadaan sekeliling,

Dunia ini serba berbeza,

Bagaimana harus ditempuhi,

Dapatkah menyesuaikan diri,

atau jatuh tidak berdiri lagi,

semua itu kekuatan hati,

Pada Mu ku berserah segalanya,

Hidup ini harus diteruskan,

Biarpun hati berdarah dihiris pengkhianatan,

kekecewaan dan kesedihan,

Sesungguhnya itulah yang mengajar erti kehidupan....

sanubari..

sanubari yang merintih,

mengalir sungai duka,

berdarah tanpa henti

roda yang berputar tanpa henti

bergerak hanya ke satu arah..

membawa bersamanya besi karat

sanubari dipanah api benci

dihiris pisau khianat,

dipukul tukul penipuan

hancur berkecai tanpa kasihan

air mata darah menitis tanpa henti

minda mengharapkan pembebasaan

bunga datang dr kayangann

menghapuskan segala luka

menerbitkan senyuman

manis tidak terhingga

My Quotes..

When your LIFE seem MEANINGLESS...

Take a grip of YOURSELF,

Make something DIFFERENT for that LIFE...

you seem bored of...

If you THINK acting CRAZY or ABNORMAL

make your LIFE cheerful...

Then GO FOR IT...

If you THINK walking, go out, swimming,

doing things you wanted to do,

GO! JUST DO IT!

DONT HESITATE!

because life without FUN really SUCK!!

Just Be What You Want To Be...

Just Do What You Want To Do...

Then your life feel MEANINGFUL...

I love the way you lie- Eminem

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife
In my windpipe
I can't breathe
But I still fight
While I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right
It's like I'm in flight
High of a love
Drunk from the hate
It's like I'm huffin' paint
And I love it the more that I suffer
I suffocate
And right before I'm about to drown
She resuscitates me
She fucking hates me
And I love it
Wait
Where you going
I'm leaving you
No you ain't
Come back
We're running right back
Here we go again
It's so insane
Cause when it's going good
It's going great
I'm Superman
With the wind at his back
She's Lois Lane
But when it's bad
It's awful
I feel so ashamed
I snap
Who's that dude
I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her
I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie, I love the way you lie

You ever love somebody so much
You can barely breathe
When you're with them
You meet
And neither one of you
Even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills
Used to get 'em
Now you're getting fucking sick
Of looking at 'em
You swore you've never hit 'em
Never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face
Spewing venom
In Your words
When you spit 'em
You push
Pull each other's hair
Scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em down
Pin 'em
So lost in the moments
When you're in 'em
It's the rage that took over
It controls you both
So they say it's best
To go your separate ways
Guess that they don't know ya
Cause today
That was yesterday
Yesterday is over
It's a different day
Sound like broken records
Playing' over
But you promised her
Next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave
Out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie, I love the way you lie

Now I know we said things
Did things
That we didn't mean
And we fall back
Into the same patterns
Same routine
But your temper's just as bad
As mine is
You're the same as me
But when it comes to love
You're just as blinded
Baby please come back
It wasn't you
Baby it was me
Maybe our relationship
Isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens
When a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is
I love you too much
To walk away though
Come inside
Pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity
In my voice when I talk
Told you this is my fault
Look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed
I'll aim my fist
At the dry wall
Next time
There will be no next time
I apologize
Even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games
I just want her back
I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fuckin' leave again
I'mma tie her to the bed
And set this house on fire

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie, I love the way you lie

Alice by Avril Lavigne

Tripping out
Spinning around
I'm underground, I fell down
I fell down

I'm freaking out
So where am I now?
Upside down
And I can't stop it now
It can't stop me now

I, I'll get by
I, I'll survive
When the world's crashing down
When I fall and hit the ground
I will turn myself around
Don't you try to stop it?
I, I won't cry

I found myself in Wonderland
Get back on my feet again
Is this real?
Is this pretended?
I'll take a stand until the end

I, I'll get by
I, I'll survive
When the world's crashing down
When I'm falling hit the ground
I'll just turn myself around
Don't you try to stop me
I won't cry
I, I'll get by
I, I'll survive
When the world's crashing down
When I fall and hit the ground
I will turn myself around
Don't you try to stop me
I, I won't cry

p.s. i like this song....

FEELING...

Feeling,

the heart, the soul,

lost within the world,

cannot be found,

lost in a mist,

feeling,

can be a cure,

can be a poison,

depends on how it behave,

the heart ache,

aching so deep it hurt,

the old wound,

open and rip apart,

by just one word,

the soul is not a soul,

lost half of it,

lost with heart,

being plunged by knife,

scarily gruesome,

mind feel disturbed,

feeling sorrow,

need help,

but who? what? can help me?

i'm in pain..

plez help me...