Its A Wonder

sometimes its a wonder,
of the black emptiness
that always crept in slowly
never disappear no matter how,
no matter when,
always there, 
sticking... like parasite, 

its a wonder,
no matter how you appreciate it,
always there, feeling so lifeless,
no matter positive you are,
always there, feeling amiss...

its a wonder,
when you think its the right choice,
even its hurt the other one, 
the guilty is not there,
but... 
the burden of feeling,
lift up and make you more happier...


its a wonder,
all this time,
the blindness that always there,
cure by your own self reflection,
and friends that you never think of,

its a wonder,
you making a big mistake before,
but there are always them,
who always support you,

its a wonder,
your smile have come back,
the joy is natural,
the feeling is genuine,
after all the pretense,
for the years of fake hopes...
and all the lousy tears,
wash away all the hopeless dream,

its a wonder,
things that you don't expect to come,
knocking to you, 
smiling to you,
even though... 
you need to leave you believe
and just believe in your own self,

its a wonder,
after years of fighting,
your inner self,
your over believe,
you finally gave up,
and thinking logically,
and trust your inner self,
to make what you are now,

smiling tearfully,
you thanks all the support,
who never abandon you,
even though you are to stupid before....